| Awsome! |
[Aug. 4th, 2004|05:26 pm] |
Hehe havent up dated in forever but well i am now....
Warped Tour was so freaking awsome! There were so many bands that I hant herd of before but now am totally obcessed ::cough cough Amber Pacific:: I had so much frekaing fun I cant even explain, I got really sunburned and now Im peeling which really really sucks but it was definatly worth it. I met some cool people too like the guitarist and the bassist from Rufio who sent us on a mission lol to take a paper plate over to the guys from rise aganst that had a penis on it and said rise against sucks goat cock or somthing it was so freaking funny!! And I am so obsessed with this band from Seattle WA called Amber Pacific they are so awsome, I seriously cant even explain how much they rocked my sox! i got the super hot guitarists pick too WHOOT WHOOT! And I may deny this later but New Found Glory was really good live. Butm y highlight was definatly getting to see my TBS that was awsome i even saw a dookie load of people in the crowd from middle school, it was crazy. |
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[Jul. 18th, 2004|06:54 pm] |
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| | Sugarcult-Pretty Girl(The Way) | ] |
Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about
That's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
Her killer instinct tells her to beware of evil men
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
Love
Pretty girl, pretty girl
Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out
You can never get 'em out of your head
It's the way
That he makes you cry
It's the way
That he in your mind
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
Love
I love this song! The lyrics are freaking awsome :) |
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[Jul. 11th, 2004|11:19 pm] |
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH i hate this i cant stop shaking and i cant do anything right
In the morning im calling my grandpa to see his he will let me move back in with him im either gonna kill my mom or my self if i have to stay in this fucking house! |
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| I guess its over |
[Jul. 11th, 2004|02:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The stillness of my bedroom | ] |
I think me and nick are done, although he still wont give me a straight answer and its really starting to tick me off. I just told him to forget about us working it out because he still goes over to her house and I'm still going to think its going on even if it not because theres no way I'm going to be able to trust him. I guess I'll have to tell my mom thats going to be so freaking hard because I fought with her so long for her to let me be with him. I guess I'll wait a day or two to get my words together.
Nick I love you but I can't trust you not to be with her, I'm sry. |
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| B-day |
[Jul. 10th, 2004|10:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | rejected | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Pieces of Me - Ashlee Simpson | ] |
Yesterday was Art's b-day so we went to gay MOSI and went out to breakfast and all that jazz.
Tonight was sa pose to be his party, so we got the house clean and I made a whole crap load of food and 2 cakes. It was a nice party, but the whole clean freak thing that my mom turns into when there are people coming over drives me crazy! She kept yelling at me just because she couldnt get stuff the way she wanted it; and after last night I actually broke down and cried and I usually don't do that in front of my mom. I told her some crap about I was getting sick and that i was really tired so she has no idea whats going on, and I know if she did she would never let me see him again and thats definitely the very last thing I want, unless its what he wants and if it is I'm just gonna have to deal no matter what I feel.
Last night I told him that we could try and work through the whole mess and he pretty much said I don't think I wanna, what he actually said was I don't think I could look at you the same way, either way I feel its the same thing. |
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| Who knows or cares how I feel |
[Jul. 10th, 2004|01:14 am] |
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| |  embarrassed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | what evers on fuse at 2:30 in the morning | ] |
Some people complained that I don't update enough so here goes........
On the 3rd I went to a wedding; one of the volunteers from work met and married another volunteer. They are so darn adorable together, hes 72 and shes 67 or something close to that. The 2 of them walk around holding hands like they have been in love forever even if its only been a few months.
On the 4th we had a BBQ thing and set off about a billion dollars worth of fire works which I definitely could have used to go shopping but its all good. It was pretty fun but there were so many people setting stuff off that there was almost no point in setting our own off.
Me and nick got back together on June 28 and I have no idea what we are now if there even is an us. I'm kinda embarrassed I dismissed my gut feeling and it was right. He did something he promised me he would never ever do to me......
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.......ITS ALL ON YOU
Other than that, the same old boring shit is going on as usual. I wish school would start again so that I could keep myself occupied with something useful and less stressful than work or boring as staying home alone.
<3 Ali |
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[Jun. 25th, 2004|10:03 pm] |
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| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | TBS-just like heaven (cure cover) | ] |
I finally had a night out where I had fun!
Hehe i went to sams this weekend we all know how contolling and protective my mom is (its horrible!) well we just kinda hung out on wed. night and thursday we went to work w/her dad and then someone was sposta come over and hang out with us (cough cough kyle) but he ditched us but thank who ever you belive in for jeff and shawn lol we went out at like 10:30 and got to celebration station about 10:45 not relizing it was gonna close in 15 minuets hehe oops.... then we went to countryside lanes and everyone else played pool (i watched, i cant even hold the pool stick)and then me and sam played air hockey i would have won if she hadnt switched off with jeff!! lol oh well then the boys went and played hockey but shawn locked his keys in the car so we waited till this other kid got there and some how got the door open lol by the time we got home it was like 1:30 and trust me i know its early but I NEVER get to go out...
today i was a cool kid and hung out with my grandpa we went to this nature preserve thing and hiked it was kinda fun but now i got these weird tan lines lol oh well...
edit:
I GOT MY GRANDPA TO TURN ON THE AIR!!! |
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| AHHH! |
[Jun. 23rd, 2004|09:41 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Timberwolves in New Jersey-TBS | ] |
I dont even know why I come down here (im at my grandpas) its so boring.....
Right now im watching tv and hes studying for a computer class hes taking at SPC ugh theres noithing to do! lol oh well i knew before i came.
Monday was ok it was te 1st day off ive had in forever but I was so bored, I felt like I should have been doiing somthing so I took my little doggy for a walk and saw some of my super cool friends, good times and Joe I did put the zig zaggy grass on my bulletin board :P
OH well night night theres nothing to do but go back to sleep |
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[Jun. 21st, 2004|09:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | geeky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Just Like Heven - TBS (cure cover) | ] |
Haha this is great - the ferret thats priceless |
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| YAY!!!! |
[Jun. 20th, 2004|07:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  ditzy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | blue and yellow -the used | ] |
wow im so happy this thing is over! im gonna go to my grandpas next week to jsut get away from everything so if your in clw give me a call.
ok i know this is dumb but who cares lol
According to the Which Something Corporate Song Are You? Test...
I'm WE'RE NOT GONNA TAKE IT by Twisted Sister.
Which One-Hit Wonder Are You? by ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8) unitedhotcake
WOW can you say eww!!!
hehehe im such a dork....but at least i can admit it. |
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